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THIS SUX! [Oct. 20th, 2001|10:37 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |sadsad]
[music |Silence-nothing]

ok!! this fucking sux! I cant see shit on my computer!!! WHERE ARE THE GOD DAM COLOURS?!?!?! SCREW THIS TO HELL!! IM GONNA FUCKING KILL THIS PIECE OF SHIT! FUCKING COMPUTER! SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tODAY i RUINED MY FUCKING DIET AND IM FUCKING MAD!
IM BORED.
I GAINED SUM WEIGHT.
MY BROTHER HOOKED UP MY SCANNER.... YAY!
lalalalalla..... still having sum queerass sad feeling...=(
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Whatever [Oct. 19th, 2001|10:07 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |angryangry]
[music |California-Tupac n Dre]

Kris is gay! gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay.
Yea I hate him, what if he blocks me? I dont mind, hes fucked in the head that stupid fucking bastard!

Nothing else happend.
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no subject! [Oct. 18th, 2001|11:19 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |sleepysleepy]
[music |State 2 State-DMX kickass song!]

Today I was totally being a lame ass! no joke!! Ummm... I joined that one club at school i dunno what its called... lol=) yea... well......... charlie ran away today again.. focker!
uhhh.................................... thats it! CHAOOOO
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Whatever [Oct. 17th, 2001|06:46 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |Never Had a Dream Come True---SClub7 (So true...)]

Today pretty muched sucked short bananaz!!

1st of all-It fucking snowed. Thats really gay!
2nd-This isn't a bad one... I actually got 100% in the Social TEST! Im so happy and inspired=) Maybe Social isn't that bad...!
anywaze...
3rd-Lunch break was boring.
4th-We're playing Vollyball in PE right...? well, we were playing games and one one serve I went for the ball and I fucking hurt my knee! It's kinda brused and it bleeded yuckily! My BEAUTIFUL bell bottom TOMMYBOY navy blue pants ripped! omg! That just sux!
5th-I went to the fucking Library to get my yearbook, I waited in the gay lineup for a long time! I struggled to knock people out of my way... hitting... pushing! pulling! all that for nothing! When I got up there I looked for my name, it wasn't there! BUT I DID PAY FOR MY YEARBOOK! I went to grade 8 for a month! I got my picture taken and I also payed! I want my money back anywaze=) I wasn't on it! Assholephuckerz! Mr.Tomiyama is a queer!
6th-Miranda was... IS being a hoe today! Phuck her to hell if shes gonna be a bitch! I don't even think she IS my friend.

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Today pretty muched sucked short bananaz!!

1st of all-It fucking snowed. Thats really gay!
2nd-This isn't a bad one... I actually got 100% in the Social TEST! Im so happy and inspired=) Maybe Social isn't that bad...!
anywaze...
3rd-Lunch break was boring.
4th-We're playing Vollyball in PE right...? well, we were playing games and one one serve I went for the ball and I fucking hurt my knee! It's kinda brused and it bleeded yuckily! My BEAUTIFUL bell bottom TOMMYBOY navy blue pants ripped! omg! That just sux!
5th-I went to the fucking Library to get my yearbook, I waited in the gay lineup for a long time! I struggled to knock people out of my way... hitting... pushing! pulling! all that for nothing! When I got up there I looked for my name, it wasn't there! BUT I DID PAY FOR MY YEARBOOK! I went to grade 8 for a month! I got my picture taken and I also payed! I want my money back anywaze=) I wasn't on it! Assholephuckerz! Mr.Tomiyama is a queer!
6th-Miranda was... IS being a hoe today! Phuck her to hell if shes gonna be a bitch! I don't even think she IS my friend.

<see how much my social life SUX?>

Today we called the .. we called* 911. We got this envelope with something in it... we would shake it and it would make noise.. We didn't open it of course! We dun want Anthrax! Even though my life does suk! Anywaze back to the topic! The cops came, my mom was going to open the door for the police(firefighters were there too!) but he's like "NO! Stay in there! Don't come out!" We were like prisiners... I guess someone opened the envelope... they were carrot seed.. LOL! They were in an other package... that said "Shake to hear hope.."hahahaha! Nope. No biggie, No Anthrax thank god! I ate one though just to make sure...(my mom didnt know=) So if I get Anthrax Im a cow's ass! But would anyone REALLY care if I die? Sure sum will cry but for how long? Or maybe they'll cry cuz they had to come to my feunaral!

Kay well... I feel like shit so... No more.
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Bla bla [Oct. 16th, 2001|07:43 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |sadsad]
[music |Jess&Nick Where U R -I dunno whats up with me with luv songs]

ALOHA!!!!

Today was a cool... actually I don't remember what kind of day it was...
I keep listening to love songs, I dunno whats up with that... I know now that I don't like anyone. I just don't want to waste my time... but thats really effecting me... I feel so empty and I feel an owwy in my heart... but thats okie! It's normal for a teen to feel that >>Listens to TOO many adults<<
Ummmm, Im suppose to make Melissa a CD today... but nah I don't feel like it, lol.

Michelle McDonnell came back to school today, yea...

Lets see... what else............ hmmmmmmmmmm.... Oh yea! Sortria read me this aries thingy. She asked me my favourite colour, I said Green, she said it was red! Fav number, I picked 4 of course like alwaze, she said NO! It's one! It said I go good with... I dunno, it also said my card was an EMPIRE! OH YEAAAA!!!

I think I'm gonna get a biteass mark on my social project... Oh well, Social was NEVER my thing... Except American Social.. errr HISTORY, I think it's really kool and interesting, yea!

I was looking at my sisters YearBook of Father Lacombe... She's alwaze looked like Jennifer Lopez... and now more then ever! Lucky bitch! But yooooooooooooooo! People say she kinda looks like me.. hmmmm =) Nah... I just look like sum Italian girl... or even Cubian... Not saying that thats bad or anything, but im SOUTH AMERICAN! And I do have my pride=P

Nothing much has come up these past few days, so yea... I think thats about it=)
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. [Oct. 15th, 2001|06:07 pm]
Stephanie
I feel like shit and I dont know why....
My skirt went up in french, yea... heh.
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Lalalala [Oct. 13th, 2001|11:41 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |highhigh]
[music |Christian Castro- Escondidios]

Today I went to the mall and blablabla bla bla bla bla blablablablablabalbla, so yea...
I'll just do this test email i got a few dayz ago....

1. Smoked? I think everyone has... 2

2. Been Drunk as hell? Not as hell... but a lil so.. 1?

3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex? WOULD I SKREW SUM1 OF THE SAME SEX?! But no.... =( 0

4. Screwed someone of the same sex? Fuck im not les 0

5. Shoplifted? Yea... candiez... 2

6. Lied? LOL Ask Kris that! 2

7. Betrayed a friend? Ummm ummm... 2

8. Been to jail? Nah 0

9. Smoked weed? kinda........ 1

10. Done LSD? Nopperz 0

11. Done any other illegal drug? No, im good! 0

12. Given oral sex? Do Bananas count? 1=)

13. Received oral sex? No.... 0

14. Screwed something not of the human race? 0....

15. Screwed something not alive? shut up!

17. Cheated on someone? I would never cheat! 0

18. Used someone? Yea... 2

19. Paid someone for sex? I should be the one getting paid. 0

20. Been paid for sex? No... not yet=) >has hope< 0

21. Played strip poker? I dunno how to play poker! 0

22. Skipped school? Many times... 2

23. Skipped school to get high/drunk? Oh shit.... 0 *fits under lie*

24. Danced naked? In the bathroom, yea! 2

25. Danced naked in public? Nope. 0

26. Flashed someone? Myself in the mirror 1

27. Mooned someone? No. 0

28. Kissed someone? Floyde... but it wasnt right.. 1

29. Kissed someone of the same sex? My mom, sister, friends, yea. myself.... 2

30. Held hands? Yea... Flyde again.. 2

31. Hugged someone? DUH 2

32. French kissed? Flyde yes, 2

33. Had sexual fantasies? I think everyone has.. I wont lie 2

34. Had gay/lesbian fantasies? NOWAY! dont make me think about it! 0

5. Stolen money? Yes, 2

36. Stolen money from family? Yes, 2

37. Stolen drugs from family? No 0

38. Been convicted of a crime? No, 0

39. Dated someone because you heard they were'easy'? No 0

40. Had someone date you because they thought youwere 'easy'? Im not sure... 1?

41. Been called a whore? Many times, they envy me. 2=(

42. Been called a bitch? LoL Ask Kris again! 2

43. watched porn? Yea... OOPS! I was like high or something! 2

44. Taped porn? Nah 0

45. Watched porn you taped? I did tape shit!!! 0

46. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? No, that would make me carsick 0

47. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? Like i said... I get motion sickness!

48. Used sex 'toys'? No 0

49. Tried to kill yourself? Yes 2

50. Tried to kill someone else? No 0

51. Told someone you hated them? Yes 2

52. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? Yeah! lol 2


im sleeepy now dso buryubvaujba
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Mz.Rodgers a fag...=P! [Oct. 12th, 2001|09:57 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |angryangry]
[music |I Like Them Gurls-Tyrese (he sounds like usher.. sorda)]

Yea... she is! She made me stay after lunch for a lil while... CUZ I WAS ONE OF THE THREE BAD STUDENTS!! ME? YEA SHE SAID I WAS! SHE MUST BE CRAZY!!! IM SO GOOD! Anywaze she kept like all these people (Orin, Tyler, Wendy, Terry, Devan, Joe and ME! yea...! ME!)
Then she told Tyler, Wendy and me to stay! I was like! "OMG! I DONT EVEN TALK!!!" (Actually... I did talk alot in that class... LOL, im guilty) But anywaze she just made me seem naughty! And I want to seem like a lil angel! THE ANGEL I REALLY AM! YEA! STUPID SLUTY DUCK!

Anywaze! I cought a cold... or even worse! ANTHRAX! YEA! My head hurts, my neck hurts my ears hurt... even my ass!
I can't cough cuz it hurts my thoat, so yea! I think I'm gonna die! And thats gonna be good! Cuz then people will realize how much they really loved me! (Noone loves u stephy....) But yea... I didn't go to the movies, cuz of that reason! And im not fibbing! IM NOT! Laura skipped today, stupid hoe!

I don't wanna write no more! IM ANGRY!!!! and i dont know why.... =)
BUH BYEZ STEPHY=P
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omg.. maybe i got anthrax! =P [Oct. 11th, 2001|07:08 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |sicksick]
[music |No Sunshine by DMX]

My head is killing me=( I kept telling people today in school I was gonna get a cold.. they didn't believe me... but I could feel it coming, and it arrived=*(! My throat feels like shit...
Oh yea... today Daniela spilled water all over my beau----tiful art work... lol! At least I didn't have to use more water for the watercolour pencil crayons=)
Today in French, Daniel asked me who Emin(Ahmen) was... she pointed at him and he noticed! I think he might think I like him... F-----U-----C------K!
Today Mirkko looked cute... HAHAHA! GET OVER THAT CRUSH STEPH!!! KK I'm totally over him! I really am! Now I don't like anyone=( >empty<
Ummm... so yea... Laura didn't come to school today... she's not gonna come tomorrow either... HOE=)
Anywaze, so yea I feel terrible... I don't plan on skipping school for a lil cold though=) We have shop tomorrow, and I'm already WAAAAAAAAY behind=*(

*sigh* I really wish I lived in the US... I would be in HighSchool already... but NO! Canada has to be lame! FUCKINGASSEDDUCKCANADA!GO BLOW AFGANISTAN! EH?! I don't wanna go to bed either cuz I'm afraid to die sleeping.. yea, thats it!
Maybe the head ache is from listening to my music fucking
!===LOUD===!
Nah... I always do!
Oh yea.. Tyler was being nice to me today! Thats amazing! Like.... WHAO!
Nothing new today... Im gonna go watch a movie tomorrow... yea... it's gonna be kool...
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I SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AT LEAST IN FLORIDA I HAD A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SWEAR! AS SOON AS I'M OLD ENOUGH! IM LEAVING CANADA! AND GOING TO THE WARM PLACES IN AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NO CANADIAN PRIDE! (yea u do stephy, slut!)

Kay, Kay! No more... my head is skrewed! BYE!!
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Laura got nailed in tha face today... ouch! [Oct. 10th, 2001|04:40 pm]
Stephanie
[mood |okayokay]
[music |Sum CatDog song.. my nephews and neases are here, nosie.....]

Today in the mornning I woke up. Yea... I did.
Then I went to school....
When I got there, this kid from the other day said, "You still look high!" Uh oh... LOL
Today Darnell got checked up, heh. Ya know wut? He's pretty clever! thats all i gotta say=)
Also, when we were playing vollyball, Laura got hit with the ball... good thing it wasn't me! Well anywaze she skipped half of the day and plans on doing it all day tomorrow cuz our social thingy is due tomorrow. Not no more=) It's actually due on Tuesday!=) YAY! I don't have to rush on it tonight=)

I didn't get the mark I wanted for Math... no biggie it wasn't off by much hehe=)
We marked that science thingy, I got 80.6 sumthing like that so.... 81!!!=) I'm doing pretty good in science=) worst subjects: Math and Social! I COMPLETLY SUCK MAN!
LoL Tyler sqeaked today in science class... it was funny... hahahaha=) he also scared the shit out of me by turning of the LA room lights and sneeking up on me! Everyone laughed=*( lol!
Oh yea on Friday sum friendz and I are gonna go see From Hell! I heard it was good... but is it even out yet????
Anywaze, I got that Mirkko thing out of the way... yea things went wrong, thats too bad. OOOOHHHHH WELL, at least I tried=) right?
Now I don't have to waste my time thinking about him... I'll just think about... I dunno... I don't really like anyone right now=(
Yea anywaze, Kris gave me the curage... yea he talked to me.. WOW! how long will this last for though?=) I'm really trying not to be mean... I think I might have done it! Sum people still don't think I'm nice but thats only cuz they are gay, it's ok... gay people do exsist, and they know who they are... yea I'm anti-gay can you tell? Hate me? BITE ME!
Anywaze so yea......... I feel a lil empty right now... the school is having a halloween dance next friday or sumthing.. I'm not sure If I'm up to it, unless sum kind of a weird, inpossible, pheonomena, unexplainable, unspeakable, noway, yearight, hell no, can't happen, ironic, your dreaming, don't think about it, unbelievable, holy WOW, holy shit, holy crow, holy cow, holy mother of pearls, holy FUCK, OHMIGOD!!! Merical happens. So most likely... it won't happen. I'm not in the mood.. but it might change, I'm not sure... who cares anywaze=)
Dats It=)

Buh-CHAO
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